Many books have been written about the Great Patriotic War. Novels by Yu. Bondarev, K. Simonov, works by B. Vasilyev, V. Bykov, V. Kurochkin and many other writers tell about major battles, defeats and victories, about the fight against enemies in the rear and in occupied territory and, of course, about the fate of millions of people during the war.
M. Sholokhov’s story is called: “The Fate of a Man.” The main character of the work, Andrei Sokolov, is one of the millions of soldiers who fought for their homeland.
Before the war, his life was ordinary: work, home, family, his difficulties and joys. In 1941, after saying goodbye to his family, he went to war. My military work He performed honestly, did not hide behind the backs of others, and was wounded twice. And then - captivity.
Andrei Sokolov is one of those soldiers who does not resign himself to his position and even behaves with dignity even in captivity. From his story about himself, we learn that more than once he tried to escape, to return to the front in order to continue the fight against the enemy.
The hero of the story is characterized by such qualities as courage and perseverance. Even in the face of death, he behaves with dignity. When he was called to the commandant in the prisoner camp, the fascists offered him a toast to the victory of German weapons. Andrei Sokolov refused, but drank to his death. Even the Germans respected the Soviet soldier, who behaved courageously in the face of death. The author emphasizes in his hero such traits as the will to live, love for the Motherland, and irreconcilability towards its enemies.
Andrei Sokolov still manages to escape from captivity. He was driving a German officer and, when he opportunity, directed the car to the side of the front where our troops were located. The soldier returned to duty and reached Berlin.
The fate of the hero of the story is the fate of millions of people who lost their loved ones during the Great Patriotic War. While still at the front, Sokolov received news that his house had been hit by a bomb and his entire family had been killed. And on the last day of the war, he lost the most precious thing left - his son, who died a brave death near Berlin.
Sholokhov, describing his hero, says that “his eyes seem to be sprinkled with ashes.” Andrei Sokolov lost his loved ones during the war. Life froze in his soul. But fate gives him hope for revival. He called the boy, an orphan, who was also left alone in this world (his father died at the front, his mother under bombing) his son. At the end of the story, the reader, together with the author, thinks about what awaits the two orphaned people ahead, and believes “that this Russian man, a man of unbending will, will endure and grow up next to his father’s shoulder... who can endure everything, overcome everything on his way , if his Motherland calls him to do so.”
Why did the author call his story not “The Fate of Andrei Sokolov”, but “The Fate of a Man”? I think because the image of the main character reflects the fate of millions of people in our country, behind whom huge events in the life of the people are visible and through which are shown. The writer shows the big in small things, and in a separate destiny - a reflection of the processes of people's history.
Mikhail Sholokhov's story “The Fate of a Man” is dedicated to the theme of the Patriotic War, in particular the fate of a person who survived this difficult time. The composition of the work fulfills a certain setting: the author makes a short introduction, talking about how he met his hero, how they got into conversation, and ends with a description of his impressions of what he heard. Thus, each reader seems to personally listen to the narrator - Andrei Sokolov. Already from the first lines it becomes clear what a difficult fate this man has, since the writer makes the remark: “Have you ever seen eyes that seemed sprinkled with ashes, filled with such inexpressible melancholy that it’s hard to look into them?” The main character, at first glance, is a common person with a simple fate that millions of people had - he fought in the Red Army during the Civil War, worked for the rich to help his family not die of hunger, but death still took all his relatives. Then he worked in an artel, at a factory, trained as a mechanic, over time came to admire cars, and became a driver. AND family life, like many others, he married beautiful girl Irina (orphan), children were born. Andrei had three children: Nastunya, Olechka and son Anatoly. He was especially proud of his son, as he was persistent in learning and capable of mathematics. And it’s not without reason that they say that happy people are all the same, but everyone has their own grief. It came to Andrei's house with a declaration of war. During the war, Sokolov had to experience grief “up to the nostrils and above”, and endure incredible trials on the verge of life and death. During the battle he was seriously wounded, he was captured, he tried to escape several times, worked hard in a quarry, and escaped, taking a German engineer with him. Hope for better things flashed, and just as suddenly faded away, as two terrible news arrived: a wife and girls died from a bomb explosion, and on the last day of the war, their son died. Sokolov survived these terrible trials that fate sent him. He had wisdom and courage in life, which were based on human dignity, which can neither be destroyed nor tamed. Even when he was a moment away from death, he still remained worthy of the high title of a man, and did not yield to his conscience. Even the German officer Muller recognized this: “That's it, Sokolov, you are a real Russian soldier. You are a brave soldier. I am also a soldier and respect worthy enemies. I won't shoot at you." This was a victory for the principles of life, since the war burned his destiny and could not burn his soul. For his enemies, Andrei was terrible and indestructible, and he appears completely different next to the little orphan Vanya, whom he met after the war. Sokolov was struck by the boy’s fate, since he himself had so much pain in his heart. Andrey decided to shelter this child, who even own father I didn’t remember, except for his leather coat. He becomes a natural father for Vanya - a caring, loving one, which he could no longer be for his children. An ordinary person - this is probably said too simplistically about the hero of the work; it would be more accurate to indicate - a full-fledged person, for whom life is internal harmony, which is based on truthful, pure and bright principles of life. Sokolov never stooped to opportunism, this was contrary to his nature, however, as a self-sufficient person, he had a sensitive and kind heart, and this did not add to the leniency, since he went through all the horrors of the war. But even after the experience, you won’t hear any complaints from him, only “...the heart is no longer in the chest, but in a gourd, and it becomes difficult to breathe.” Mikhail Sholokhov solved the problem of thousands of people - young and old - who became orphans after the war, having lost their loved ones. the main idea the work is formed during the acquaintance with the main character - people should help each other in any trouble that happens on the path of life, this is precisely the real meaning of life.
The first post-war spring on the Upper Don was unusually friendly and assertive. At the end of March, warm winds blew from the Azov region, and within two days the sands of the left bank of the Don were completely exposed, snow-filled ravines and gullies in the steppe swelled up, breaking the ice, steppe rivers leaped madly, and the roads became almost completely impassable.
During this bad time of no roads, I had to go to the village of Bukanovskaya. And the distance is small - only about sixty kilometers - but overcoming them was not so easy. My friend and I left before sunrise. A pair of well-fed horses, pulling the lines to a string, could barely drag the heavy chaise. The wheels sank right up to the hub into the damp sand mixed with snow and ice, and an hour later, white fluffy flakes of soap appeared on the horses’ sides and hips, under the thin harness straps, and in the morning fresh air there was a pungent and intoxicating smell of horse sweat and the warm tar of generously oiled horse harness.
Where it was especially difficult for the horses, we got off the chaise and walked. The soaked snow squelched under the boots, it was hard to walk, but along the sides of the road there was still crystal ice glistening in the sun, and it was even more difficult to get through there. Only about six hours later we covered a distance of thirty kilometers and arrived at the crossing of the Blanca River.
A small river, drying up in places in summer, opposite the Mokhovsky farm in a swampy floodplain overgrown with alders, overflowed for a whole kilometer. It was necessary to cross on a fragile punt that could carry no more than three people. We released the horses. On the other side, in the collective farm barn, an old, well-worn “Jeep” was waiting for us, left there in the winter. Together with the driver, we boarded the dilapidated boat, not without fear. The comrade remained on the shore with his things. They had barely set sail when water began to gush out in fountains from the rotten bottom in different places. Using improvised means, they caulked the unreliable vessel and scooped water out of it until they reached it. An hour later we were on the other side of Blanca. The driver drove the car from the farm, approached the boat and said, taking the oar:
“If this damned trough doesn’t fall apart on the water, we’ll arrive in two hours, don’t wait earlier.”
The farm was located far to the side, and near the pier there was such silence as only happens in deserted places in the dead of autumn and at the very beginning of spring. The water smelled of dampness, the tart bitterness of rotting alder, and from the distant Khoper steppes, drowned in a lilac haze of fog, a light breeze carried the eternally youthful, barely perceptible aroma of land recently freed from under the snow.
Not far away, on the coastal sand, lay a fallen fence. I sat down on it, wanted to light a cigarette, but, putting my hand into the right pocket of the cotton quilt, to my great chagrin, I discovered that the pack of Belomor was completely soaked. During the crossing, a wave lashed over the side of a low-lying boat and doused me waist-deep in muddy water. Then I had no time to think about cigarettes, I had to abandon the oar and quickly bail out the water so that the boat would not sink, and now, bitterly annoyed at my mistake, I carefully took the soggy pack out of my pocket, squatted down and began to lay it out one by one on the fence damp, browned cigarettes.
It was noon. The sun was shining hotly, like in May. I hoped that the cigarettes would dry out soon. The sun was shining so hotly that I already regretted wearing military cotton trousers and a quilted jacket for the journey. It was the first truly warm day after winter. It was good to sit on the fence like this, alone, completely submitting to silence and loneliness, and, taking off the old soldier’s earflaps from his head, drying his hair, wet after heavy rowing, in the breeze, mindlessly watching the white busty clouds floating in the faded blue.
Soon I saw a man come out onto the road from the outer courtyards of the farm. He led by the hand little boy, judging by his height, about five or six years old, no more. They walked wearily towards the crossing, but when they caught up with the car, they turned towards me. A tall, slender man, coming close, said in a muffled basso:
- Great, brother!
“Hello,” I shook the large, callous hand extended to me.
The man leaned towards the boy and said:
- Say hello to your uncle, son. Apparently, he is the same driver as your dad. Only you and I drove a truck, and he drives this little car.
Looking straight into my eyes with eyes as bright as the sky, smiling slightly, the boy boldly extended his pink, cold hand to me. I shook her lightly and asked:
- Why is your hand so cold, old man? It's warm outside, but you're freezing?
With touching childish trust, the baby pressed himself against my knees and raised his whitish eyebrows in surprise.
- What kind of old man am I, uncle? I’m not a boy at all, and I don’t freeze at all, but my hands are cold because I was rolling snowballs.
Taking the skinny duffel bag off his back and wearily sitting down next to me, my father said:
- I'm in trouble with this passenger! It was through him that I got involved. If you take a wide step, he will already break into a trot, so please adapt to such an infantryman. Where I need to step once, I step three times, and so we walk apart, like a horse and a turtle. But here he needs an eye and an eye. You turn away a little, and he’s already wandering through a puddle or breaking off an ice cream and sucking it instead of candy. No, it’s not a man’s business to travel with such passengers, and in a marching manner at that.” He was silent for a while, then asked: “What are you, brother, waiting for your superiors?”
It was inconvenient for me to dissuade him that I was not a driver, and I answered:
- We have to wait.
— Will they come from the other side?
- Do you know if the boat will come soon?
- In two hours.
- In order. Well, while we rest, I have nowhere to rush. And I walk past, I look: my brother, the driver, is sunbathing. Let me, I think, I’ll come in and have a smoke together. One is sick of smoking and dying. And you live richly and smoke cigarettes. Damaged them, then? Well, brother, soaked tobacco, like a treated horse, is no good. Let's smoke my strong drink instead.
From the pocket of his protective summer pants, he took out a raspberry silk worn pouch rolled into a tube, unfolded it, and I managed to read the inscription embroidered on the corner: “To a dear fighter from a 6th grade student at Lebedyansk Secondary School.”
We lit a strong cigarette and were silent for a long time. I wanted to ask where he was going with the child,
What need drives him into such muddle, but he beat me to the punch with a question:
- What, you spent the whole war behind the wheel?
- Almost all of it.
- At the front?
- Well, there I had to, brother, take a sip of goryushka up to the nostrils and above.
He put the big ones on his knees dark hands, hunched over. I looked at him from the side, and I felt something uneasy... Have you ever seen eyes, as if sprinkled with ashes, filled with such an inescapable mortal melancholy that it is difficult to look into them? These were the eyes of my random interlocutor. Having broken out a dry, twisted twig from the fence, he silently moved it along the sand for a minute, drawing some intricate figures, and then spoke:
“Sometimes you don’t sleep at night, you look into the darkness with empty eyes and think: “Why have you, life, maimed me so much? Why did you distort it like that?” I don’t have an answer, either in the dark or in the clear sun... No, and I can’t wait! - And suddenly he came to his senses: gently nudging his little son, he said: - Go, dear, play near the water, big water There is always some kind of prey for the kids. Just be careful not to get your feet wet!
While we were still smoking in silence, I, furtively examining my father and son, noted with surprise one strange circumstance, in my opinion. The boy was dressed simply, but well: in the way he was wearing a long-brimmed jacket lined with a light, well-worn jacket, and in the fact that the tiny boots were sewn to be worn on wool sock, and a very skillful seam on the once torn sleeve of the jacket - everything betrayed feminine care, skillful motherly hands. But my father looked different: the padded jacket, burnt in several places, was carelessly and roughly mended,
the patch on worn-out protective trousers is not sewn on properly, but rather is sewn on with wide, masculine stitches; he was wearing almost new soldier's boots, but his thick woolen socks were moth-eaten, they had not been touched by a woman's hand... Even then I thought: “Either he is a widower, or he lives at odds with his wife.”
But then he, following his little son with his eyes, coughed dully, spoke again, and I became all ears.
“At first my life was ordinary. I myself am a native of the Voronezh province, born in 1900. IN Civil War was in the Red Army, in the Kikvidze division. In the hungry year of twenty-two, he went to Kuban to fight the kulaks, and that’s why he survived. And the father, mother and sister died of hunger at home. One left. Rodney - even if you roll a ball - nowhere, no one, not a single soul. Well, a year later he returned from Kuban, sold his little house, and went to Voronezh. At first he worked in a carpentry artel, then he went to a factory and learned to be a mechanic. Soon he got married. The wife was brought up in orphanage. Orphan. I got a good girl! Quiet, cheerful, obsequious and smart, no match for me. Since childhood, she learned how much a pound is worth - perhaps this affected her character. Looking from the outside, she wasn’t all that distinguished, but I wasn’t looking at her from the side, but point-blank. And for me there was no one more beautiful and more desirable than her, there was not in the world and there never will be!
You come home from work tired, and sometimes angry as hell. No, she will not be rude to you in response to a rude word. Affectionate, quiet, doesn’t know where to sit you, struggles to prepare a sweet piece for you even with little income. You look at her and move away with your heart, and after a little you hug her and say: “Sorry, dear Irinka, I was rude to you. You see, my work isn’t going well these days.” And again we have peace, and I have peace of mind. Do you know, brother, what this means for work? In the morning I get up, disheveled, go to the factory, and any work in my hands is in full swing and fuss! That's what it means to have a smart wife as a friend.
Once in a while after payday I had to have a drink with my friends. Sometimes it happened that you went home and made such pretzels with your feet that it was probably scary to look at from the outside. The street is too small for you, and even the coven, not to mention the alleys. I was a healthy guy then and strong as the devil, I could drink a lot, and I always got home on my own two feet. But it also happened sometimes that the last stage was at first speed, that is, on all fours, but he still got there. And again, no reproach, no shouting, no scandal. My Irinka only chuckles, and then carefully so that I don’t get offended when I’m drunk. He takes me off and whispers: “Lie down against the wall, Andryusha, otherwise you’ll fall out of bed sleepy.” Well, I’ll fall like a sack of oats, and everything will float before my eyes. I only hear in my sleep that she is quietly stroking my head with her hand and whispering something affectionate - she’s sorry, that means...
In the morning, she will get me up on my feet about two hours before work so that I can warm up. He knows that I won’t eat anything if I have a hangover, well, he’ll take out a pickled cucumber or something else light and pour a cut glass of vodka: “Have a hangover, Andryusha, just don’t need any more, my dear.” But is it possible not to justify such trust? I’ll drink it, thank her without words, with just my eyes, kiss her and go to work like a sweetheart. And if she had said a word to me, drunkenly, shouted or cursed, and I, like God is holy, would have gotten drunk on the second day. This is what happens in other families where the wife is a fool; I've seen enough of such sluts, I know.
Soon our children left. First a little son was born, a year later two more girls... Then I broke away from my comrades. I bring all my earnings home - the family has become a decent number, there is no time for drinking. On the weekend I’ll drink a glass of beer and call it a day.
In 1929 I was attracted by cars. I studied the car business and sat behind the wheel of a truck. Then I got involved and no longer wanted to return to the plant. I thought it was more fun behind the wheel. He lived like that for ten years and didn’t notice how they passed. They passed as if in a dream. Why ten years! Ask any elderly person, did he notice how he lived his life? He didn't notice a damn thing! The past is like that distant steppe in the haze. In the morning I walked along it, everything was clear all around, but I walked twenty kilometers, and now the steppe was covered in haze, and from here you can no longer distinguish the forest from the weeds, the arable land from the grass cutter...
For these ten years I worked day and night. He earned good money, and we didn’t live worse than people. And the children were happy: all three studied with excellent marks, and the eldest, Anatoly, turned out to be so capable of mathematics that they even wrote about him in the central newspaper. Where he got such a huge talent for this science, I myself, brother, don’t know. But it was very flattering to me, and I was proud of him, so passionately proud!
Over ten years we saved up a little money and before the war we built ourselves a little house with two rooms, a storage room and a corridor. Irina bought two goats. What more do you need? The children eat porridge with milk, have a roof over their heads, are dressed, have shoes, so everything is in order. I just lined up awkwardly. They gave me a plot of six acres not far from the aircraft factory. If my shack were in a different place, maybe life would have turned out differently...
And here it is, war. On the second day, a summons from the military registration and enlistment office, and on the third, welcome to the train. All four of my friends saw me off: Irina, Anatoly and my daughters Nastenka and Olyushka. All the guys behaved well. Well, the daughters, not without that, had sparkling tears. Anatoly just shrugged his shoulders as if from the cold, by that time he was already seventeen years old, and Irina is mine... This is how I am her for all seventeen years of our life together never saw it. At night, the shirt on my shoulder and chest did not dry out from her tears, and in the morning the same story... They came to the station, but I couldn’t look at her out of pity: my lips were swollen from tears, my hair had come out from under my scarf, and the eyes are dull, meaningless, like those of a person touched by the mind. The commanders announced the landing, and she fell on my chest, clasped her hands around my neck and was trembling all over, like a felled tree... And the kids tried to persuade her, and so did I - nothing helps! Other women are talking to their husbands and sons, but mine clung to me like a leaf to a branch, and only trembles all over, but cannot utter a word. I tell her: “Pull yourself together, my dear Irinka! Tell me at least a word goodbye." She says and sobs behind every word: “My dear... Andryusha... we won’t see each other... you and I... anymore... in this... world...”
Here my heart breaks to pieces out of pity for her, and here she is with these words. I should have understood that it’s not easy for me to part with them either; I wasn’t going to my mother-in-law’s for pancakes. Evil got me here. I forcibly separated her hands and lightly pushed her on the shoulders. It seemed like I pushed lightly, but my strength was stupid; she backed away, took three steps back and again walked towards me in small steps, holding out her hands, and I shouted to her: “Is this really how they say goodbye? Why are you burying me alive ahead of time?!” Well, I hugged her again, I see that she is not herself...
He abruptly stopped his story mid-sentence, and in the ensuing silence I heard something bubbling and gurgling in his throat. Someone else's excitement was transmitted to me. I looked sideways at the narrator, but did not see a single tear in his seemingly dead, extinct eyes. He sat with his head bowed dejectedly, only his large, limply lowered hands trembled slightly, his chin trembled, his hard lips trembled...
- Don’t, friend, don’t remember! “I said quietly, but he probably didn’t hear my words and, by some huge effort of will, overcoming his excitement, he suddenly said in a hoarse, strangely changed voice:
“Until my death, until my last hour, I will die, and I will not forgive myself for pushing her away then!”
He fell silent again for a long time. I tried to roll a cigarette, but the newsprint was torn and the tobacco fell onto my lap. Finally, he somehow made a twist, took several greedy drags and, coughing, continued:
“I pulled away from Irina, took her face in my hands, kissed her, and her lips were like ice. I said goodbye to the kids, ran to the carriage, and already on the move jumped onto the step. The train took off quietly; I pass by my own people. I look, my orphaned children are huddled together, waving their hands at me, trying to smile, but it doesn’t come out. And Irina pressed her hands to her chest; her lips are white as chalk, she whispers something with them, looks at me, doesn’t blink, but she leans all forward, as if she wants to step against strong wind... This is how she remained in my memory for the rest of my life: hands pressed to her chest, white lips and wide open eyes, full of tears... For the most part, this is how I always see her in my dreams... Why did I push her away then? I still remember that my heart feels like it’s being cut with a dull knife...
We were formed near Bila Tserkva, in Ukraine. They gave me a ZIS-5. I rode it to the front.
Well, you have nothing to tell about the war, you saw it yourself and you know how it was at first. I often received letters from my friends, but rarely sent lionfish myself. It happened that you would write that everything was fine, we were fighting little by little, and although we were retreating now, we would soon gather our strength and then let the Fritz have a light. What else could you write? It was a sickening time, there was no time for writing. And I must admit, I myself was not a fan of playing on plaintive strings and could not stand these slobbering ones that every day, to the point and not to the point, they wrote to their wives and sweethearts, smearing their snot on the paper. It’s hard, they say, it’s hard for him, and just in case he’s killed. And here he is, a bitch in his pants, complaining, looking for sympathy, slobbering, but he doesn’t want to understand that these unfortunate women and children had it no worse than ours in the rear. The whole state relied on them! What kind of shoulders did our women and children have to have so as not to bend under such a weight? But they didn’t bend, they stood! And such a whip, a wet little soul, will write a pitiful letter - and the working woman will be like a ruffle at her feet. After this letter, she, the unfortunate one, will give up, and work is not her job. No! That's why you're a man, that's why you're a soldier, to endure everything, to endure everything, if need calls for it. And if you have more of a woman’s streak in you than a man’s, then put on a gathered skirt to cover your skinny butt more fully, so that at least from behind you look like a woman, and go weed beets or milk cows, but at the front you are not needed like that, there there's a lot of stink without you! But I didn’t even have to fight for a year... I was wounded twice during this time, but both times only lightly: once in the flesh of the arm, the other in the leg; the first time - with a bullet from an airplane, the second - with a shell fragment. The German made holes in my car both from the top and from the sides, but my brother, I was lucky at first. I was lucky, and I got to the very end...
I was captured near Lozovenki in May of '42 under such an awkward circumstance: the Germans were advancing strongly at the time, and one of our one hundred and twenty-two-millimeter howitzer batteries turned out to be almost without shells; They loaded my car to the brim with shells, and while loading I myself worked so hard that my tunic stuck to my shoulder blades. We had to hurry because the battle was approaching us: on the left someone’s tanks were thundering, on the right there was shooting, there was shooting ahead, and it was already starting to smell like something was fried...
The commander of our company asks: “Will you get through, Sokolov?” And there was nothing to ask here. My comrades may be dying there, but I’ll be sick here? “What a conversation! — I answer him, “I have to slip through, and that’s it!” “Well,” he says, “blow!” Push all the hardware!”
I blew it. I’ve never driven like this in my life! I knew that I wasn’t carrying potatoes, that with this load, caution was needed when driving, but how could there be any caution when there were empty-handed guys fighting, when the entire road was being shot through by artillery fire. I ran about six kilometers, soon I had to turn onto a dirt road to get to the beam where the battery stood, and then I looked - holy mother! - our infantry is pouring across the open field to the right and left of the grader, and mines are already exploding in their formations. What should I do? Shouldn't you turn back? I'll push with all my might! And there was only a kilometer left to the battery, I had already turned onto a country road, but I didn’t have to get to my people, bro... Apparently, he placed a heavy one near the car for me from a long-range one. I didn’t hear a burst or anything, it was just as if something had burst in my head, and I don’t remember anything else. I don’t understand how I stayed alive then, and I can’t figure out how long I lay about eight meters from the ditch. I woke up, but I couldn’t get to my feet: my head was twitching, I was shaking all over, as if I had a fever, there was darkness in my eyes, something was creaking and crunching in my left shoulder, and the pain in my whole body was the same as, say, for two days in a row. They hit me with whatever they got. For a long time I crawled on the ground on my stomach, but somehow I stood up. However, again, I don’t understand anything, where I am and what happened to me. My memory has completely disappeared. And I'm afraid to go back to bed. I'm afraid that I'll lie down and never get up again, I'll die. I stand and sway from side to side, like a poplar in a storm. When I came to my senses, I came to my senses and looked around properly, it was as if someone had squeezed my heart with pliers: there were shells lying around, the ones I was carrying, nearby my car, all beaten to pieces, was lying upside down, and something, something was already behind me it suits me... How's that?
It’s no secret, it was then that my legs gave way on their own, and I fell as if I had been cut down, because I realized that I was already surrounded, or rather, captured by the Nazis. This is how it happens in war...
Oh, brother, it’s not an easy thing to understand that you are not in captivity of your own free will! Anyone who hasn’t experienced this on their own skin will not immediately get into their soul so that they can understand in a human way what this thing means.
Well, so, I’m lying there and I hear: the tanks are thundering. Four German medium tanks at full throttle passed me to where I had come from with the shells... What was it like to experience it? Then the tractors with guns pulled up, the field kitchen passed by, then the infantry moved in - not a lot, so, no more than one beaten company. I’ll look, I’ll look at them out of the corner of my eye and again I’ll press my cheek to the ground and close my eyes: I’m sick of looking at them, and my heart is sick...
I thought that everyone had passed, I raised my head, and their six machine gunners - there they were, walking about a hundred meters from me. I look - they turn off the road and come straight towards me. They walk in silence. “Here,” I think, “my death is approaching.” I sat down—I didn’t want to lie down and die—then I stood up. One of them, a few steps short, jerked his shoulder and took off his machine gun. And this is how funny a person is: I had no panic, no timidity of heart at that moment. I just look at him and think: “Now he’ll fire a short burst at me, but where will he hit? In the head or across the chest? As if it’s not a damn thing to me, what place will he sew in my body.
A young guy, so good-looking, dark-haired, with thin, thread-like lips and squinted eyes. “This one will kill and not think twice,” I think to myself. That’s how it is: he raised his machine gun - I looked him straight in the eye, I was silent - and the other one, a corporal, perhaps older than him in age, one might say elderly, shouted something, pushed it aside, came up to me, babbling in its own way, it bends my right arm at the elbow - that means it feels the muscle. He tried it and said: “Oh-oh-oh!” - and points to the road, to the sunset. Stomp, you little working beast, to work for our Reich. The owner turned out to be a son of a bitch!
But the dark one took a closer look at my boots, and they looked good, and he gestured with his hand: “Take them off.” I sat down on the ground, took off my boots, and handed them to him. He literally snatched them out of my hands. I unwound the footcloths, handed them to him, and looked up at him. But he screamed, swore in his own way, and again grabbed the machine gun. The rest are laughing. With that, they departed peacefully. Only this dark-haired guy, by the time he reached the road, looked back at me three times, his eyes sparkling like a wolf cub, he was angry, but why? It was as if I took his boots off, and not he took them off me.
Well, brother, I had nowhere to go. I went out onto the road, cursed with a terrible, curly, Voronezh obscenity and walked west, into captivity!..
And then I was a poor walker, about a kilometer per hour, no more. You want to step forward, but you are rocked from side to side, driven along the road like a drunk. I walked a little, and a column of our prisoners, from the same division in which I was, caught up with me. They are being chased by about ten German machine gunners. The one who was walking in front of the column caught up with me and, without saying a bad word, backhanded me with the handle of his machine gun and hit me on the head. If I had fallen, he would have pinned me to the ground with a burst of fire, but our men caught me in flight, pushed me into the middle and held me by the arms for half an hour. And when I came to my senses, one of them whispered: “God forbid you fall! Get out of last bit of strength, otherwise they’ll kill you.” And I tried my best, but I went.
As soon as the sun set, the Germans strengthened the convoy, threw another twenty machine gunners onto the cargo truck, and drove us on an accelerated march. Our seriously wounded could not keep up with the rest, and they were shot right on the road. Two tried to escape, but they did not take into account that in moonlit night you can be seen in an open field as far as the devil can see—well, of course, they shot those too. At midnight we arrived at some half-burnt village. They forced us to spend the night in a church with a broken dome. There is not a scrap of straw on the stone floor, and we are all without overcoats, wearing only tunics and trousers, so there is nothing to lay down. Some of them weren’t even wearing tunics, just calico undershirts. Most of them were junior commanders. They wore their tunics so that they could not be distinguished from the rank and file. And the artillery servants were without tunics. As they worked near the guns, spread out, they were captured.
At night it rained so hard that we all got wet through. Here the dome was blown away by a heavy shell or bomb from an airplane, and here the roof was completely damaged by shrapnel; you couldn’t even find a dry place in the altar. So we loitered all night in this church, like sheep in a dark coil. In the middle of the night I hear someone touching my hand and asking: “Comrade, are you wounded?” I answer him: “What do you need, brother?” He says: “I’m a military doctor, maybe I can help you with something?” I complained to him that my left shoulder was creaking and swollen and hurt terribly. He firmly says: “Take off your tunic and undershirt.” I took all this off of me, and he began to probe my shoulder with his thin fingers, so much so that I couldn’t see the light. I grind my teeth and tell him: “You are obviously a veterinarian, not a human doctor. Why are you pressing so hard on a sore spot, you heartless person?” And he probes everything and angrily answers: “It’s your job to keep quiet! Me too, he started talking. Hold on, it will hurt even more now.” Yes, as soon as my hand was jerked, red sparks began to fall from my eyes.
I came to my senses and asked: “What are you doing, you unfortunate fascist? My hand is smashed to pieces, and you jerked it like that.” I heard him laugh quietly and say: “I thought that you would hit me with your right, but it turns out you are a quiet guy. But your hand was not broken, but knocked out, so I put it back in its place. Well, how are you now, do you feel better?” And in fact, I feel within myself that the pain is going away somewhere. I thanked him sincerely, and he walked further in the darkness, quietly asking: “Are there any wounded?” This is what a real doctor means! He did his great work both in captivity and in the dark.
It was a restless night. They didn’t let us in until it was windy, the senior guard warned us about this even when they herded us into the church in pairs. And, as luck would have it, one of our pilgrims felt the urge to go out to relieve himself. He strengthened himself and strengthened himself, and then began to cry... “I can’t,” he says, “desecrate the holy temple!” I'm a believer, I'm a Christian! What should I do, brothers?” Do you know what kind of people we are? Some laugh, others swear, others give him all sorts of funny advice. He amused us all, but this mess ended very badly: he started knocking on the door and asking to be let out. Well, he was interrogated: the fascist sent a long line through the door, its entire width, and killed this pilgrim, and three more people, and seriously wounded one; he died by morning.
We put the dead in one place, we all sat down, became quiet and thoughtful: the beginning was not very cheerful... And a little later we started talking in low voices, whispering: who was from where, what region, how they got captured; in the darkness, comrades from the same platoon or acquaintances from the same company became confused and began to slowly call out to each other. And I hear this next to me quiet conversation. One says: “If tomorrow, before driving us further, they line us up and call out commissars, communists and Jews, then you, platoon commander, don’t hide! Nothing will come of this matter. Do you think that if you took off your tunic, you can pass for a private? Will not work! I don't intend to answer for you. I'll be the first to point you out! I know that you are a communist and encouraged me to join the party, so be responsible for your affairs.” This is said by the person closest to me, who is sitting next to me, to the left, and on the other side of him, someone’s young voice answers: “I always suspected that you, Kryzhnev, are a bad person. Especially when you refused to join the party, citing your illiteracy. But I never thought that you could become a traitor. After all, you graduated from the seven-year school?” He lazily answers his platoon commander: “Well, I graduated, so what of this?”
They were silent for a long time, then, based on his voice, the platoon commander quietly said: “Don’t give me away, Comrade Kryzhnev.” And he laughed quietly. “Comrades,” he says, “remained behind the front line, but I’m not your comrade, and don’t ask me, I’ll point you out anyway. Your own shirt is closer to your body.”
They fell silent, and I got chills from such subversiveness. “No,” I think, “I won’t let you, son of a bitch, betray your commander! You won’t leave this church, but they’ll pull you out by your feet like a bastard!” When it dawned a little, I saw: next to me, a big-faced guy was lying on his back, with his hands behind his head, and sitting next to him in just his undershirt, hugging his knees, was such a thin, snub-nosed guy and very pale. “Well,” I think, “this guy won’t be able to cope with such a fat gelding. I’ll have to finish it.”
I touched him with my hand and asked in a whisper: “Are you a platoon leader?” He didn’t answer, he just nodded his head. “Does this one want to give you away?” — I point to the lying guy. He nodded his head back. “Well,” I say, “hold his legs so he doesn’t kick!” Come live!” — and I fell on this guy, and my fingers froze on his throat. He didn't even have time to shout. I held it under me for a few minutes and stood up. The traitor is ready, and his tongue is at his side!
Before that, I felt unwell after that, and I really wanted to wash my hands, as if I was not a person, but some kind of creeping reptile... For the first time in my life, I killed, and then my own... But what kind of one is he? He is worse than a stranger, a traitor. I stood up and said to the platoon commander: “Let’s get out of here, comrade, the church is great.”
As this Kryzhnev said, in the morning we were all lined up near the church, surrounded by machine gunners, and three SS officers began to select people who were harmful to them. They asked who the communists were, the commanders, the commissars, but there were none. There wasn’t even a bastard who could betray us, because almost half of us were communists, there were commanders, and, of course, there were commissars. Only four were taken from two hundred superfluous person. One Jew and three Russian privates. The Russians got into trouble because all three were dark-haired and had curly hair. So they come up to this and ask: “Yude?” He says that he is Russian, but they don’t want to listen to him: “Come out” - that’s all.
You see, what a deal, brother, from the first day I planned to go to my people. But I definitely wanted to leave. Until Poznan, where we were placed in a real camp, I never had a suitable opportunity. And in the Poznan camp, such a case was found: at the end of May, they sent us to a forest near the camp to dig graves for our own dead prisoners of war, then many of our brothers were dying of dysentery; I’m digging Poznan clay, and I’m looking around and I noticed that two of our guards sat down to have a snack, and the third was dozing in the sun. I threw the shovel and quietly walked behind the bush... And then I ran, heading straight for the sunrise...
Apparently, they didn’t realize it soon, my guards. But where I, so skinny, got the strength to walk almost forty kilometers in a day, I don’t know. But nothing came of my dream: on the fourth day, when I was already far from the damned camp, they caught me. The detection dogs followed my trail, and they found me in the uncut oats.
At dawn, I was afraid to walk through an open field, and the forest was at least three kilometers away, so I lay down in the oats for the day. I crushed the grains in my palms, chewed them a little and poured them into my pockets as reserves - and then I heard a dog barking, and a motorcycle was cracking... My heart sank, because the dogs were getting closer and closer. I lay down flat and covered myself with my hands so that they wouldn’t gnaw my face. Well, they ran up and in one minute they took off all my rags. I was left in what my mother gave birth to. They rolled me around in the oats as they wanted, and in the end one male stood on my chest with his front paws and aimed for my throat, but didn’t touch me yet.
The Germans arrived on two motorcycles. At first they beat me freely, and then they set the dogs on me, and only my skin and meat fell off in shreds. Naked, covered in blood, they brought him to the camp. I spent a month in a punishment cell for escaping, but still alive... I remained alive!
They beat you because you are Russian, because you still look at the world, because you work for them, the bastards. They beat you because you looked wrong, stepped wrong, turned wrong... They beat you simply, in order to kill you to death someday, so that you would choke on your last blood and die from the beatings. There probably weren’t enough stoves for all of us in Germany...
And they fed us everywhere, as it was, the same way: one and a half hundred grams of ersatz bread, half and half with sawdust, and liquid rutabaga gruel. Boiling water - where they gave it and where they didn’t. What can I say, judge for yourself: before the war I weighed eighty-six kilograms, and by the fall I was no longer weighing more than fifty. Only the skin remained on the bones, and it was impossible for them to carry their own bones. And give me work, and don’t say a word, but such work that a draft horse wouldn’t even fit.
At the beginning of September, we, one hundred and forty-two Soviet prisoners of war, were transferred from a camp near the city of Küstrin to camp B-14, not far from Dresden. By that time there were about two thousand of us in this camp. Everyone worked in a stone quarry, manually chiseling, cutting, and crushing German stone. The norm is four cubic meters per day per soul, mind you, for such a soul, which even without this was barely held on by one thread in the body. That’s where it began: two months later, from the one hundred and forty-two people of our echelon, there were fifty-seven of us left. How's that, bro? Famously? Here you don’t have time to bury your own, and then rumors spread around the camp that the Germans have already taken Stalingrad and are moving on to Siberia. One grief after another, and they bend you so much that you can’t raise your eyes from the ground, as if you were asking to go there, to a foreign, German land. And the camp guards drink every day - they chant songs, rejoice, rejoice.
And then one evening we returned to the barracks from work. It rained all day, it was enough to wring out our rags; We were all chilled like dogs in the cold wind, a tooth wouldn’t touch a tooth. But there is nowhere to dry off, to warm up - the same thing, and besides, they are hungry not only to death, but even worse. But in the evening we were not supposed to have food.
I took off my wet rags, threw them on the bunk and said: “They need four cubic meters of production, but for the grave of each of us, one cubic meter through the eyes is enough.” That’s all I said, but some scoundrel was found among his own people and reported to the camp commandant about these bitter words of mine.
Our camp commandant, or, in their words, Lagerführer, was the German Müller. He was short, thick-set, blond, and he was all sort of white: the hair on his head was white, his eyebrows, his eyelashes, even his eyes were whitish and bulging. He spoke Russian like you and me, and even leaned on the “o” like a native Volga native. And he was a terrible master at swearing. And where the hell did he learn this craft? It used to be that he would line us up in front of the block - that’s what they called the barracks - he would walk in front of the line with his pack of SS men, holding his right hand in flight. He has it in leather glove, and the glove has a lead gasket so as not to damage your fingers. He goes and hits every second person in the nose, drawing blood. He called this “flu prevention.” And so every day. There were only four blocks in the camp, and now he is giving “prevention” to the first block, tomorrow to the second, and so on. He was a neat bastard, he worked seven days a week. There was only one thing he, a fool, could not figure out: before going to lay hands on him, in order to inflame himself, he cursed for ten minutes in front of the line. He swears for no reason, and this makes us feel better: it’s like our words are ours, natural, like the wind blows from our native side... If only he knew that his swearing gives us great pleasure, he wouldn’t swear in Russian, but only in your own language. Only one friend of mine, a Muscovite, was terribly angry with him. “When he swears, he says, I’ll close my eyes and it’s like I’m sitting in a pub in Moscow, on Zatsepa, and I’ll want beer so much that even my head will spin.”
So this same commandant, the day after I said about cubic meters, calls me. In the evening, a translator and two guards come to the barracks. “Who is Andrey Sokolov?” I responded. “March behind us, Herr Lagerführer himself demands you.” It’s clear why he demands it. On spray.
I said goodbye to my comrades - they all knew that I was going to death, sighed and went.
I walk through the camp yard, look at the stars, say goodbye to them, and think: “So you have suffered, Andrei Sokolov, and in the camp - number three hundred and thirty-one.” Somehow I felt sorry for Irinka and the kids, and then this sadness subsided, and I began to gather my courage to look into the hole of the pistol fearlessly, as befits a soldier, so that the enemies would not see at my last minute that I had to give up my life... it's still difficult...
In the commandant's room there are flowers on the windows, it is clean, like in our good club. At the table are all the camp authorities. Five people are sitting, drinking schnapps and snacking on lard. On the table they have an open huge bottle of schnapps, bread, lard, soaked apples, open jars with different canned food. I instantly looked at all this grub, and - you won’t believe it - I was so sick that I couldn’t vomit. I’m hungry like a wolf, I’m unaccustomed to human food, and here there’s so much goodness in front of you... Somehow I suppressed the nausea, but through great force I tore my eyes away from the table.
A half-drunk Muller sits right in front of me, playing with a pistol, throwing it from hand to hand, and he looks at me and doesn’t blink, like a snake. Well, my hands are at my sides, my worn-out heels click, and I report loudly: “Prisoner of war Andrei Sokolov, on your orders, Herr Commandant, has appeared.” He asks me: “So, Russian Ivan, is four cubic meters of output a lot?” “That’s right,” I say, “Herr Kommandant, a lot.” “Is one enough for your grave?” - “That’s right, Herr Commandant, it’s quite enough and there will even be some left.” He stood up and said: “I will do you a great honor, now I will personally shoot you for these words. It’s inconvenient here, let’s go into the yard, you can sign there,” “It’s your will,” I tell him. He stood there, thought, and then threw the pistol on the table and poured a full glass of schnapps, took a piece of bread, put a slice of bacon on it and gave it all to me and said: “Before you die, Russian Ivan, drink to the victory of German weapons.”
I was about to take the glass and snack from his hands, but as soon as I heard these words, it was as if I was burned by fire! I think to myself: “So that I, a Russian soldier, would drink German weapons for the victory?!” Is there something you don't want, Herr Commandant? Damn it, I’m dying, so you’ll go to hell with your vodka!”
I put the glass on the table, put down the snack and said: “Thank you for the treat, but I don’t drink.” He smiles: “Would you like to drink to our victory? In that case, drink to your death.” What did I have to lose? “I will drink to my death and deliverance from torment,” I tell him. With that, I took the glass and poured it into myself in two gulps, but didn’t touch the appetizer, politely wiped my lips with my palm and said: “Thank you for the treat. I’m ready, Herr Commandant, come and sign me.”
But he looks attentively and says: “At least have a bite before you die.” I answer him: “I don’t have a snack after the first glass.” He pours a second one and gives it to me. I drank the second one and again I don’t touch the snack, I’m trying to be brave, I think: “At least I’ll get drunk before I go into the yard and give up my life.” The commandant raised his white eyebrows high and asked: “Why aren’t you having a snack, Russian Ivan? Do not be shy!" And I told him: “Sorry, Herr Commandant, I’m not used to having a snack even after the second glass.” He puffed out his cheeks, snorted, and then burst into laughter and through his laughter said something quickly in German: apparently, he was translating my words to his friends. They also laughed, moved their chairs, turned their faces towards me and already, I noticed, they were looking at me differently, seemingly softer.
The commandant pours me a third glass, and his hands are shaking with laughter. I drank this glass, took a small bite of bread, and put the rest on the table. I wanted to show them, the damned one, that although I was perishing from hunger, I was not going to choke on their handouts, that I had my own, Russian dignity and pride, and that they did not turn me into a beast, no matter how hard they tried.
After this, the commandant became serious in appearance, straightened two Iron Crosses on his chest, came out from behind the table unarmed and said: “That’s what, Sokolov, you are a real Russian soldier. You are a brave soldier. I am also a soldier and I respect worthy opponents. I won't shoot you. In addition, today our valiant troops reached the Volga and completely captured Stalingrad. This is a great joy for us, and therefore I generously give you life. Go to your block, and this is for your courage,” and from the table he hands me a small loaf of bread and a piece of lard.
I pressed the bread to me with all my might, I was holding the lard in my left hand, and I was so confused by such an unexpected turn that I didn’t even say thank you, I turned around to the left, I’m going to the exit, and I myself thought: “He’s going to shine between my shoulder blades now, and I won’t bring this grub to the guys.”
No, it worked out. And this time death passed me by, only a chill came from it...
I left the commandant's office on firm feet, but in the yard I was carried away. He fell into the barracks and fell onto the cement floor without memory. Our guys woke me up in the dark: “Tell me!” Well, I remembered what happened in the commandant’s room and told them. “How are we going to share the food?” - asks my bunk neighbor, and his voice is trembling. “Equal share for everyone,” I tell him.
We waited for dawn. Bread and lard were cut with a harsh thread. Everyone got a piece of bread the size of a matchbox, every crumb was taken into account, well, and lard, you know, just to anoint your lips. However, they shared without offense.
Soon we were transferred, about three hundred of the strongest people, to drain the swamps, then to the Ruhr region to work in the mines. I stayed there until I was forty fourth year. By this time, ours had already turned Germany’s cheekbone to one side, and the Nazis stopped disdaining prisoners.
Somehow they lined us up, the entire day shift, and some visiting chief lieutenant said through an interpreter: “Whoever served in the army or worked as a driver before the war is a step forward.” Seven of us, the former driver, stepped in. They gave us worn overalls and sent us under escort to the city of Potsdam.
The Gudas arrived and shook us all apart. I was assigned to work at Todt - the Germans had such a sharashka office for the construction of roads and defensive structures.
I drove a German engineer with the rank of army major in the Oppel Admiral. Oh, and he was a fat fascist! Small, pot-bellied, the same in width and length, and broad-shouldered in the back, like a good woman. In front of him, under the collar of his uniform, three chins hang and behind his neck there are three thick folds. On it, as I determined, there were at least three pounds of pure fat.
He walks, puffs like a steam locomotive, and sits down to eat - just hold on! He used to chew and sip cognac from a flask all day. Sometimes he gave me something to do: stop on the road, cut sausages, cheese, have a snack and drink; when he’s in a good spirit, he’ll throw me a piece, like a dog. I never gave it to anyone, no, I considered it low for myself. But be that as it may, there’s no comparison with the camp, and little by little I began to look like a person, little by little, but I began to get better.
For two weeks I drove my major from Potsdam to Berlin and back, and then he was sent to the front line to build defensive lines against ours. And then I finally forgot how to sleep: all night long I thought about how I could escape to my people, to my homeland.
We arrived in the city of Polotsk. At dawn, for the first time in two years, I heard our artillery thunder, and do you know, brother, how my heart began to beat? The single man still went on dates with Irina, and even then it didn’t knock like that! The fighting was already about eighteen kilometers east of Polotsk. The Germans in the city became angry and nervous, and my fat man began to get drunk more and more often. During the day we go outside the city with him, and he decides how to build fortifications, and at night he drinks alone. All swollen, bags hanging under the eyes...
“Well,” I think, “there’s nothing more to wait for, my time has come!” And I shouldn’t run away alone, but take my fat man with me, he’ll be good for ours!”
I found a two-kilogram weight in the ruins, wrapped it in a cleaning cloth, in case I had to hit it so that there would be no blood, picked up a piece of telephone wire on the road, diligently prepared everything I needed, and buried it under the front seat.
Two days before I said goodbye to the Germans, I was driving from a gas station in the evening and saw a German non-commissioned officer walking, drunk as dirt, holding onto the wall with his hands. I stopped the car, led him into the ruins, shook him out of his uniform, and took the cap off his head. He also put all this property under the seat and was gone.
On the morning of June twenty-ninth, my major orders him to be taken out of town, in the direction of Trosnitsa. There he supervised the construction of fortifications. We left. The major is quietly dozing in the back seat, and my heart is almost jumping out of my chest. I was driving fast, but outside the city I slowed down the gas, then I stopped the car, got out, and looked around: far behind me there were two freight trucks. I took out the weight and opened the door wider. The fat man leaned back in his seat, snoring as if he had his wife at his side. Well, I hit him in the left temple with a weight. He dropped his head too. To be sure, I hit him again, but I didn’t want to kill him to death. I had to deliver him alive, he had to tell our people a lot of things. I took the parabellum from his holster, put it in my pocket, drove the mount behind the back of the back seat, threw the telephone wire around the major’s neck and tied it with a blind knot on the mount. This is so that it does not fall on its side or fall when driving fast. He quickly put on a German uniform and cap, and drove the car straight to where the earth was humming, where the battle was going on.
The German front line slipped between two bunkers. The machine gunners jumped out of the dugout, and I deliberately slowed down so that they could see that the major was coming. But they started shouting, waving their arms: they say, you can’t go there, but I don’t seem to understand, I put on the gas and went at full eighty. Until they came to their senses and began firing machine guns at the car, and I was already in no man’s land between the craters, weaving like a hare.
Here the Germans are hitting me from behind, and here their outlines are firing towards me from machine guns. The windshield was pierced in four places, the radiator was flogged by bullets... But now there was a forest above the lake, our guys were running towards the car, and I jumped into this forest, opened the door, fell to the ground and kissed it, and I couldn’t breathe...
A young guy, wearing protective shoulder straps on his tunic, the likes of which I have never seen, is the first to run up to me, baring his teeth: “Yeah, damn Fritz, got lost?” I tore off my German uniform, threw my cap at my feet and said to him: “My dear lip-slapper! Dear son! What kind of Fritz do you think I am when I am a natural Voronezh resident? I was a prisoner, okay? Now untie this hog sitting in the car, take his briefcase and take me to your commander.” I handed over the pistol to them and went from hand to hand, and by evening I found myself with the colonel - the division commander. By this time, they fed me, took me to the bathhouse, interrogated me, and gave me uniforms, so I showed up at the colonel’s dugout, as it should be, clean in soul and body and in full form. The colonel got up from the table and walked towards me. In front of all the officers, he hugged me and said: “Thank you, soldier, for the dear gift I brought from the Germans. Your major and his briefcase are worth more than twenty “languages” to us. I will petition the command to nominate you for a government award.” And from these words of his, from his affection, I was very worried, my lips trembled, did not obey, all I could squeeze out of myself was: “Please, Comrade Colonel, enlist me in the rifle unit.”
But the colonel laughed and patted me on the shoulder: “What kind of warrior are you if you can barely stand on your feet? I'll send you to the hospital today. They’ll treat you there, feed you, after that you’ll go home to your family for a month’s vacation, and when you return to us, we’ll see where to place you.”
Both the colonel and all the officers he had in the dugout soulfully said goodbye to me by the hand, and I left completely agitated, because in two years I had become unaccustomed to human treatment. And note, brother, that for a long time, as soon as I had to talk to the authorities, out of habit, I involuntarily pulled my head into my shoulders - as if I was afraid, or something, that they would hit me. This is how we were educated in the fascist camps...
From the hospital I immediately wrote a letter to Irina. He described everything briefly, how he was in captivity, how he escaped with the German major. And, pray tell, where did this childhood boast come from? I couldn’t resist saying that the colonel had promised to nominate me for an award...
I slept and ate for two weeks. They fed me little by little, but often, otherwise, if they had given me enough food, I could have died, that’s what the doctor said. I've gained quite a bit of strength. And after two weeks I couldn’t take a piece of food into my mouth. There was no answer from home, and I must admit, I felt sad. Food doesn’t even come to my mind, sleep escapes me, all sorts of bad thoughts creep into my head... In the third week I receive a letter from Voronezh. But it’s not Irina who writes, but my neighbor, carpenter Ivan Timofeevich. God forbid anyone receives such letters! He reports that back in June 1942, the Germans bombed an aircraft factory and one heavy bomb hit my hut directly. Irina and her daughters were just at home... Well, he writes that they didn’t find a trace of them, but in the place of the hut - deep hole... I didn’t read the letter to the end this time. My vision darkened, my heart clenched into a ball and wouldn’t unclench. I lay down on the bed; I lay down for a bit and finished reading. A neighbor writes that Anatoly was in the city during the bombing. In the evening he returned to the village, looked at the pit and went into the city again at night. Before leaving, he told his neighbor that he would ask to volunteer for the front. That's all.
When my heart unclenched and the blood began to roar in my ears, I remembered how hard it was for my Irina to part with me at the station. This means that even then a woman’s heart told her that we would no longer see each other in this world. And then I pushed her away... I had a family, my own home, all this had been put together for years, and everything collapsed in a single moment, I was left alone. I think: “Didn’t I just dream about my awkward life?” But in captivity I talked almost every night, to myself, of course, and to Irina and the children, encouraging them, they say, I will return, my family, don’t worry about me, I’m strong, I will survive, and again we will all be together ... So I've been talking to the dead for two years?!
The narrator fell silent for a minute, and then said in a different, intermittent and quiet voice:
“Come on, bro, let’s have a smoke, otherwise I’m feeling suffocated.”
We started smoking. In a forest flooded with hollow water, a woodpecker was tapping loudly. The warm wind still lazily stirred the dry earrings on the alder tree; The clouds still floated in the high blue, as if under tight white sails, but the vast world, preparing for the great accomplishments of spring, for the eternal affirmation of the living in life, seemed different to me in these moments of mournful silence.
It was hard to remain silent, so I asked:
- Next? - the narrator reluctantly responded. “Then I received a month’s leave from the colonel, and a week later I was already in Voronezh. I walked on foot to the place where my family once lived. A deep crater filled with rusty water, waist-deep weeds all around... Wilderness, cemetery silence. Oh, it was hard for me, brother! He stood there, grieved at heart, and went back to the station. I couldn’t stay there for an hour; on the same day I went back to the division.
But three months later, joy flashed through me, like the sun from behind a cloud: Anatoly was found. He sent a letter to me at the front, apparently from another front. I learned my address from a neighbor, Ivan Timofeevich.
It turns out that he first ended up in an artillery school; This is where his talents for mathematics came in handy. A year later he graduated from college with honors, went to the front and now writes that he received the rank of captain, commands a battery of “forty-fives”, has six orders and medals. In a word, he darned the parent from all over. And again I was terribly proud of him! No matter how the circles, but mine native son- captain and battery commander, this is not a joke! And even with such orders. It’s okay that his father carries shells and other military equipment in a Studebaker. My father’s business is outdated, but for him, the captain, everything is ahead.
And at night I began to dream like an old man: how the war would end, how I would marry my son and live with the young people, work as a carpenter and nurse my grandchildren. In a word, all sorts of old man stuff. But even here I had a complete misfire. During the winter we advanced without respite, and we had no time to write to each other very often, but towards the end of the war, already near Berlin, I sent Anatoly a letter in the morning, and the next day I received an answer. And then I realized that my son and I approached the German capital by different routes, but we were close to each other. I can’t wait, I really can’t wait to have tea when we meet him. Well, we met... Exactly on the ninth of May, in the morning, on Victory Day, a German sniper killed my Anatoly...
In the afternoon the company commander calls me. I saw an artillery lieutenant colonel, unfamiliar to me, sitting with him. I entered the room, and he stood up as if in front of a senior man. The commander of my company says: “To you, Sokolov,” and he turned to the window. It penetrated me as if electric shock because I sensed something bad. The lieutenant colonel came up to me and quietly said: “Take courage, father! Your son, captain Sokolov, was killed today at the battery. Come with me!"
I swayed, but stayed on my feet. Now, as if in a dream, I remember how I was driving with the lieutenant colonel in a large car, how we made our way through streets littered with rubble, I vaguely remember the soldier formation
and a red velvet-lined coffin. And I see Anatoly like you, brother. I approached the coffin. My son lies in it and is not mine. Mine is always a smiling, narrow-shouldered boy, with a sharp Adam’s apple on his thin neck, and here lies a young, broad-shouldered, handsome man, his eyes are half-closed, as if he is looking somewhere past me, into a distant distance unknown to me. Only in the corners of his lips did the laughter of the old son remain forever, the Only one I once knew... I kissed him and stepped aside. The lieutenant colonel made a speech. My Anatoly’s comrades and friends are wiping away their tears, but my unshed tears have apparently dried up in my heart. Maybe that's why it hurts so much?
I buried my last joy and hope in a foreign, German land, my son’s battery struck, seeing off his commander on a long journey, and it was as if something had snapped in me... I arrived at my unit not myself. But then I was soon demobilized. Where to go? Is it really in Voronezh? Never! I remembered that my friend lived in Uryupinsk, demobilized in the winter due to injury - he once invited me to his place - I remembered and went to Uryupinsk.
My friend and his wife were childless and lived in their own house on the edge of the city. Although he had a disability, he worked as a driver in an auto company, and I got a job there too. I stayed with a friend and they gave me shelter. We transported various cargoes to the regions, and in the fall we switched to exporting grain. It was at this time that I met my new son, this one who plays in the sand.
It used to be that when you returned to the city from a flight, of course, the first thing you did was go to the tea shop: grab something, and, of course, drink a hundred grams from what was left. I must say, I’ve already become thoroughly addicted to this harmful activity... And then one time I see this guy near the teahouse, and the next day I see him again. A sort of little ragamuffin: his face is covered in watermelon juice, covered with dust, dirty as dust, unkempt, and his eyes are like stars at night after the rain! And I fell in love with him so much that, miraculously, I already began to miss him, and I was in a hurry to get off the flight to see him as soon as possible. He fed himself near the tea shop - whoever would give what.
On the fourth day, straight from the state farm, loaded with bread, I turned up to the teahouse. My boy is there, sitting on the porch, chattering with his little legs and, apparently, hungry. I leaned out the window and shouted to him: “Hey, Vanyushka! Get in the car quickly, I’ll take you to the elevator, and from there we’ll come back here and have lunch.” He flinched at my shout, jumped off the porch, climbed onto the step and quietly said: “How do you know, uncle, that my name is Vanya?” And he opened his eyes wide, waiting for me to answer him. Well, I tell him that I am an experienced person and know everything.
He came in with right side, I opened the door, sat him next to me, and let’s go. Such a smart guy, but suddenly he became quiet for something, lost in thought, and no, no, and looked at me from under his long, upward-curved eyelashes, and sighed. Such a small bird, but he has already learned to sigh. Is it his business? I ask: “Where is your father, Vanya?” Whispers: “He died at the front,” “And mom?” - “Mom was killed by a bomb on the train while we were traveling,” - “Where were you coming from?” - “I don’t know, I don’t remember...” - “And you don’t have anyone relatives here?” - “Nobody.” - “Where are you spending the night?” - “Where necessary.”
A burning tear began to boil inside me, and I immediately decided: “We mustn’t disappear separately! I’ll take him as my child.” And immediately my soul felt light and somehow light. I leaned towards him and quietly asked: “Vanyushka, do you know who I am?” He asked as he exhaled: “Who?” I tell him just as quietly: “I am your father.”
My God, what happened here! He rushed to my neck, kissed me on the cheeks, on the lips, on the forehead, and he, like a waxwing, screamed so loudly and thinly that even in the booth it was muffled: “Dear folder! I knew! I knew you would find me! You'll find it anyway! I’ve been waiting so long for you to find me!” He pressed himself close to me and trembled all over, like a blade of grass in the wind. And there’s a fog in my eyes, and I’m also trembling all over, and my hands are shaking... How I didn’t lose the steering wheel then, you can wonder! But he still accidentally slid into a ditch and turned off the engine. Until the fog in my eyes passed, I was afraid to drive, lest I run into someone. I stood like that for about five minutes, and my son still huddled closer to me with all his strength, was silent, and shuddered. I hugged him right hand, slowly pressed him to himself, turned the car around with his left hand, and drove back to his apartment. What kind of elevator is there for me, then I had no time for the elevator.
I left the car near the gate, picked up my new son and carried him into the house. And he wrapped his arms around my neck and didn’t tear himself away all the way. He pressed his cheek against my unshaven cheek, as if stuck. So I brought it in. The owner and hostess were exactly at home. I walked in, blinked at both of them, and said cheerfully: “So I found my Vanyushka!” Welcome us good people!” They, both of whom were childless, immediately realized what was going on, they started fussing and running around. But I can’t tear my son away from me. But somehow I persuaded him. I washed his hands with soap and sat him down at the table. The hostess poured cabbage soup into his plate, and when she saw how greedily he was eating, she burst into tears. He stands by the stove, crying into his apron. My Vanyushka saw that she was crying, ran up to her, tugged at her hem and said: “Auntie, why are you crying? Dad found me near the tea shop, everyone here should be happy, but you’re crying.” And that one - God forbid, it spills even more, it’s literally all wet!
After lunch, I took him to the hairdresser, cut his hair, and at home I bathed him in a trough and wrapped him in a clean sheet. He hugged me and fell asleep in my arms. He carefully laid it on the bed, drove to the elevator, unloaded the bread, drove the car to the parking lot - and ran to the shops. I bought him cloth pants, a shirt, sandals and a cap made from a washcloth. Of course, all this turned out to be both inadequate in size and of poor quality. The hostess even scolded me for my pants. “You,” he says, “are crazy, dressing a child in cloth pants in such heat!” And immediately - I put the sewing machine on the table, rummaged through the chest, and an hour later my Vanyushka had his satin panties and a white shirt with short sleeves ready. I went to bed with him and for the first time in a long time fell asleep peacefully. However, at night I got up four times. I’ll wake up, and he’ll be nestled under my arm, like a sparrow under cover, quietly snoring, and my soul will be so happy that I can’t even express it in words! You try not to stir, so as not to wake him, but still you can’t resist, you slowly get up, light a match and admire him...
I woke up before dawn, I don’t understand why I felt so stuffy? And it was my son who crawled out of the sheet and lay down across me, spread out and pressed his little leg against my throat. And it’s restless to sleep with him, but I’m used to it, I’m bored without him. At night, you stroke him, sleepy, or smell the hairs on his cowlicks, and his heart moves away, becomes softer, otherwise it has turned to stone from grief...
At first, he went on trips with me in the car, but then I realized that it wouldn’t do. What do I need alone? A piece of bread and an onion with salt - that's enough to feed the soldier for the whole day. But with him it’s a different matter: he needs to get milk, then boil an egg, and again he can’t live without something hot. But things don't wait. I gathered my courage, left him in the care of his mistress, and he shed tears until the evening, and in the evening he ran off to the elevator to meet me. I waited there until late at night.
It was difficult for me with him at first. Once we went to bed before dark - I was very tired during the day, and he was always chirping like a sparrow, and then he kept silent about something. I ask: “What are you thinking about, son?” And he asks me, looking at the ceiling himself: “Dad, where are you going with your leather coat?” I've never owned a leather coat in my life! I had to dodge. “It’s left in Voronezh,” I tell him. “Why did you look for me for so long?” I answer him: “Son, I was looking for you in Germany, and in Poland, and I walked and drove all over Belarus, and you ended up in Uryupinsk.” - “Is Uryupinsk closer to Germany? How far is it from our home to Poland?” So we chat with him before bed.
Do you think, brother, that he was wrong to ask about the leather coat? No, all this is not without reason. This means that once upon a time his real father wore such a coat, so he remembered it. After all, a child’s memory is like a summer lightning: it will flare up, briefly illuminate everything, and then go out. So his memory, like lightning, works in flashes.
Maybe we would have lived with him for another year in Uryupinsk, but in November a sin happened to me: I was driving through the mud, in one farm my car skidded, and then a cow turned up, and I knocked her down. Well, as you know, the women started screaming, people came running, and the traffic inspector was right there. He took my driver’s book from me, no matter how much I asked him to have mercy. The cow got up, lifted her tail and started galloping along the alleys, and I lost my book. I worked as a carpenter for the winter, and then I contacted a friend, also a colleague, he works as a driver in your region, in the Kashar district, and he invited me to his place. He writes that if you work for six months in carpentry, then in our region they will give you a new book. So my son and I are going on a business trip to Kashary.
Yes, how can I tell you, and if I hadn’t had this accident with the cow, I would still have left Uryupinsk. Melancholy does not allow me to stay in one place for a long time. When my Vanyushka grows up and I have to send him to school, then maybe I’ll calm down and settle down in one place. And now we are walking with him on Russian soil.
“It’s hard for him to walk,” I said.
- So he doesn’t care about his people at all walking on his feet, everything is riding on me more and more. I’ll put him on my shoulders and carry him, but if he wants to get lost, he gets off me and runs to the side of the road, kicking like a kid. All this, brother, would have been nothing, somehow we would have lived with him, but my heart was swaying, the piston needs to be changed... Sometimes it grabs and presses so hard that the white light in my eyes fades. I'm afraid that someday I'll die in my sleep and scare my little son. And here’s another problem: almost every night I see my dear dead in my dreams. And it’s increasingly like I’m behind the barbed wire, and they’re free, on the other side... I talk about everything with Irina and the kids, but as soon as I want to push the wire with my hands, they walk away from me, as if they’re melting before my eyes. ... And here’s an amazing thing: during the day I always hold myself tightly, you can’t squeeze a “ooh” or a sigh out of me, but at night I wake up, and the whole pillow is wet with tears...
- Goodbye, brother, happy to you!
“And you’re lucky to get to Kashar.”
- Thank you. Hey son, let's go to the boat.
The boy ran up to his father, positioned himself on the right and, holding onto the hem of his father’s quilted jacket, trotted next to the man who was striding widely.
Two orphaned people, two grains of sand, thrown into foreign lands by a military hurricane of unprecedented force... What awaits them ahead? And I would like to think that this Russian man, a man of unbending will, will endure and grow up next to his father’s shoulder, one who, having matured, will be able to endure everything, overcome everything on his way, if his Motherland calls him to it.
With heavy sadness I looked after them... Maybe everything would have turned out well if we parted, but Vanyushka, walking away a few steps and braiding his scanty legs, turned to face me as he walked and waved his pink little hand. And suddenly, as if a soft but clawed paw squeezed my heart, I hastily turned away. No, it’s not only in their sleep that elderly men, who have turned gray during the years of war, cry. They cry in reality. The main thing here is to be able to turn away in time. The most important thing here is not to hurt the child’s heart, so that he doesn’t see a burning and stingy man’s tear running down your cheek...
The Great Patriotic War passed through the destinies of millions Soviet people, leaving behind a difficult memory: pain, anger, suffering, fear. During the war years, many lost their dearest and closest people, many experienced severe hardships. Rethinking of military events and human actions occurs later. Appear in the literature works of art, in which, through the prism of the author’s perception, an assessment of what is happening in difficult war times is given.
Mikhail Sholokhov could not ignore the topic that concerned everyone and therefore wrote short story“The Fate of Man”, touching on the issues of the heroic epic. At the center of the story are wartime events that changed the life of Andrei Sokolov, the main character of the work. The writer does not describe military events in detail; this is not the author’s task. The writer’s goal is to show the key episodes that influenced the development of the hero’s personality. The most important event in the life of Andrei Sokolov there is captivity. It is in the hands of the fascists, in the face mortal danger various sides of the character’s character are revealed, it is here that the war appears to the reader without embellishment, revealing the essence of people: the vile, vile traitor Kryzhnev; a real doctor who “did his great work both in captivity and in the dark”; “such a skinny, snub-nosed guy,” platoon commander. Andrei Sokolov had to endure inhuman torment in captivity, but the main thing is that he managed to preserve his honor and dignity. The climax The narrative is the scene at Commandant Muller's, where they brought the exhausted, hungry, tired hero, but even there he showed the enemy the strength of the Russian soldier. Andrei Sokolov’s action (he drank three glasses of vodka without a snack: he didn’t want to choke on a handout) surprised Muller: “That’s it, Sokolov, you are a real Russian soldier. You are a brave soldier." The war appears to the reader without embellishment: after escaping from captivity, already in the hospital, the hero receives terrible news from home about the death of his family: his wife and two daughters. Heavy war machine does not spare anyone: neither women nor children. The final blow of fate was the death of Anatoly’s eldest son on May 9, Victory Day, at the hands of a German sniper.
War takes away the most precious things from people: family, loved ones. In parallel with the life of Andrei Sokolov, story line the little boy Vanyusha, whom the war also made an orphan, depriving his family of his mother and father.
This is the assessment the writer gives to his two heroes: “Two orphaned people, two grains of sand, thrown into foreign lands by a military hurricane of unprecedented force...”. War condemns people to suffering, but it also develops will, character, when one wants to believe “that this Russian man, a man of unbending will, will endure, and near his father’s shoulder will grow one who, having matured, will be able to endure everything, overcome everything on his way.” , if his homeland calls for it.”
The Great Patriotic War passed through the destinies of millions of Soviet people, leaving behind a difficult memory: pain, anger, suffering, fear. During the war years, many lost their dearest and closest people, many experienced severe hardships. Rethinking of military events and human actions occurs later. Works of art appear in literature in which, through the prism of the author’s perception, an assessment of what is happening in difficult wartimes is given.
Mikhail Sholokhov could not ignore the topic that worried everyone and therefore wrote a short story “The Fate of a Man”, touching on the issues of the heroic epic. At the center of the story are wartime events that changed the life of Andrei Sokolov, the main character of the work. The writer does not describe military events in detail; this is not the author’s task. The writer’s goal is to show the key episodes that influenced the development of the hero’s personality. The most important event in the life of Andrei Sokolov is captivity. It is in the hands of the fascists, in the face of mortal danger, that various sides of the character’s character are revealed, it is here that the war appears to the reader without embellishment, revealing the essence of people: the vile, vile traitor Kryzhnev; a real doctor who “did his great work both in captivity and in the dark”; “such a skinny, snub-nosed guy,” platoon commander. Andrei Sokolov had to endure inhuman torment in captivity, but the main thing is that he managed to preserve his honor and dignity. The climax of the story is the scene at Commandant Muller's, where the exhausted, hungry, tired hero was brought, but even there he showed the enemy the strength of the Russian soldier. Andrei Sokolov’s action (he drank three glasses of vodka without a snack: he didn’t want to choke on a handout) surprised Muller: “That’s it, Sokolov, you are a real Russian soldier. You are a brave soldier." The war appears to the reader without embellishment: after escaping from captivity, already in the hospital, the hero receives terrible news from home about the death of his family: his wife and two daughters. The heavy war machine spares no one: neither women nor children. The final blow of fate was the death of Anatoly’s eldest son on May 9, Victory Day, at the hands of a German sniper.
War takes away the most precious things from people: family, loved ones. In parallel with the life of Andrei Sokolov, the storyline of the little boy Vanyusha, whom the war also made an orphan, depriving his relatives of his mother and father, also develops.
This is the assessment the writer gives to his two heroes: “Two orphaned people, two grains of sand, thrown into foreign lands by a military hurricane of unprecedented force...”. War condemns people to suffering, but it also develops will, character, when one wants to believe “that this Russian man, a man of unbending will, will endure, and near his father’s shoulder will grow one who, having matured, will be able to endure everything, overcome everything on his way.” , if his homeland calls for it.”